/agatha2/ - E-Girl Purgatory

 >>/143281/
Allow me to reiterate, I like her as a person. I understand enough about her that can appreciate her as a person and just because I look at her and see her sadness and misery doesn't mean I want to try and "fix" her or be a simp or whiteknight or any stupid bullshit like that. Hell, if she acted like a cunt towards me I'd act like one back, but as is, I have no reason to dislike her. From my perspective she seems like a sweet kid, misguided, slightly conceited, and prone to moral manipulation and it's safe to assume that she's prone to doing really shitty things. But at the end of the day you take the good with the bad and beauty is in the eye of the beholder.
 >>/143283/
> Chad
Girls like Vamp are generally into guys that take care of themselves, have a level of competence that matches their confidence, and the right mix of edgy and dangerous well also being incredibly sweet if they're treated right.
They're far from Chad only, they're just into slightly sociopathic misanthropes who aren't just raging manbabies.

 >>/143287/
I've read enough of the shit she's posted, things posted about her, and I've dated enough girls like her in my 20s that I just get a general vibe from her. I don't interact with her privately for several reasons but generally speaking... I'll be honest, I'm mostly just speaking out of my ass but I stand by the fact that that's just the energy I've gotten from her.

 >>/143290/
well the grooming thing is dead wrong. when she was 17 she got progressively more depressed and we all saw what happened, she's been very open about everything. Dizziness tried to groom her for 3 years and couldnt get a thing from her. About the political stuff, she is 18, she yaps about her intrests and has been doing so since she was 14, I dont follow any of it but shes always really humble and willing to listen and talk about it. if you wanted to challenge her on any of her beliefs she would have been thrilled to hear you out.

 >>/143291/
It's funny that because I was sexual with her while she wanted people to sexualize her, people insist I was trying to "groom" her the whole time.
The only people who knew what happened between us were me and vamp, and it seems I was the only one who understands what happened.

 >>/143292/
you married a lesbian you delusional rat fuck. Im jerking off to your post right now are we in a sexual relationship? idiot.

 >>/143293/
There were a lot of key details which were intentionally "excluded" from the narrative, and so its understandable that you are so mislead. Still, it's laughable to me that we all saw vamp getting extorted in this very thread by someone and yet I'm the big villain for making attempts to prevent the disastrous antics we all witness today.
I never cared much about how I publicly appeared, else I wouldn't have ever used a trip. I did care a bit about vamp's image a lot more though, since it unfortunately had an easily observable effect on her mental stability.
I have known vamp for years, its true, but if you want a decent understanding of things you should consider the possibility that I may have been well intentioned with vamp. It's upsetting to see things as they are now but people like yourself have a hand in that, whether you're even aware of it or not.

 >>/143291/
> well the grooming thing is dead wrong.
Hey, fair enough. I said probably, not "she totally 100% was groomed for realzies!"
> the rest
Yeah, from what I've seen we have a decent amount of overlap but also are polar opposites in a lot ways. I've discussed things with her on 4chan in the past and she's just... very well read, but doesn't understand the way humans really work in practice. Like she believes in socialism, but doesn't understand why it's impossible to actually implement. She's into anarchy, but fails to see how horrible and unsustainable that really is because of how ugly human nature really is left unrestrained.
 >>/143294/
Dude. As soon as an underaged e-girl says you're a pedro it's just a fact to the obsessive retards here. You have to remember that these places are filled with autistic faggots with no chance of ever getting a gf or living a worthwhile life so all they do is hyper fixate on others and will use anything they can to fuck with your public image.
Don't even bother trying to defend yourself to these losers.

 >>/143294/
oh fuck you, when this shit happened I was cleaning up and you were getting drunk jerking your shit to the leaks and telling her how betrayed you felt, moving on to talk to the then 16 year old lamb about how she masturbated.

 >>/143294/
I should include a reminder that things don't have to stay this way for her. She can change, people change all the time. The problems she has right now won't define her so much as the way she chooses to deal with them. I think I've done about as much as I possibly could in helping her make better decisions, but there's admittedly a compulsion to do more somehow. As it stands I can only hope she reflects on my advice with less of a biased glance and manages to shed her current conflicts and continue her life with valuable lessons learned from it all. Stronger and wiser for all the struggles she's endured.

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 >>/143297/
Hah! You saw a vulnerable child in a really bad situation and that paternal instinct kicked in and you tried to do the right thing and try to keep her safe from the fucked up shit that happens on the internet only to realize that she's an evil whore who will weaponize your own empathy against you as soon as it's convenient. What a  pathetic faggot.
Thank God I'm a based and chadpilled sociopath who would NEVER do some stupid shit like that.
Fuck you puka

 >>/143284/
i am an honest girl who values honesty and i will say i love negativity and talking shit. le zoomer zoomies but my first imageboard was lolcow cause i love seeing people talk smack but that site is annoying wirh too many rules, reading can be ok but posting not so much.

 >>/143288/
Girls like Vamp are into guys that are dark triad but have a sweet side. Bitch wants a Disney character. This is why she has been unable to get a boyfriend in real life. Deep down she wants to be sexualized like Dizziness said (who is a total pedro and groomer talking to girls a whole decade younger but I won’t moralfag), just that she probably feels dirty doing it to literal strangers on the internet (because let’s it face it no matter how much you know someone it’s still the internet), and most likely also feels dirty about her own sexual desires.

 >>/143292/
You’re a piece of shit. There are genuine people who could act as a father figure but you did it for your dark sexual desires. I see men like you all the time, just fishing for women with daddy issues a decade younger than them just for them to come grip and realize you’re a sick bastard. Glad Vamp came to understand that

 >>/143307/
Who are you?

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 >>/143291/

lamb this is A and these posts are me, what are you talking about screenshots? and yeah dizziness pisses me off

 >>/143307/

this guy gets it. and I know it seems unfathomable to you why other men don't like dizziness but that's because you're a 17 year old girl. I am 31 but I don't even think I need to be old to see what everyone else but you and other underaged girls see. He didn't treat vamp like the father figure he claimed to be, he treated her like a wife in training and it pisses me off sm to hear him say shit like this

 >>/143297/

if you need proof that he's wrong look

 >>/143298/

doom agrees with him. 

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 >>/143313/
also my flag doesn't change from vpn I travel for work and I get bounced around different cell phone towers

 >>/143271/
i told myself i would never post here again but i am getting so tired of receiving messages from several people because of things said in this thread that are obviously exaggerated or blatantly fake. i don’t even understand why i’m in the collage, let alone why i’m being brought up in so many heinous ways, and would much rather prefer if i could be left out of these discussions entirely. do i really have to defend my transphobic past to Endchan of all places? 
also: i NEVER talked shit about ki, please stop trying to pit us against each other. we’re on good terms and i don’t have any reason to ruin that.

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 >>/143313/
I'm not exactly supporting him, I have no idea what's real in his story and what's not, nor do I particularly care. I'm just saying that trying to argue you're not a pedro after getting called one on here or on 4chan is completely fucking pointless. That last bit has mostly just projection for the sake of comedy. Whether he groomed an underaged girl or not, he knows the truth, the rest is fairly irrelevant. Just like with me Puka. I know what happened, everyone else acts like they know, and I just enjoyed pissing off the ppl flaming me for it for a while but it got so old because all these literal autists do is repeat the same fucking thing like a million bajillion times.

Here, have a art I did!

 >>/143321/
Lol ok, just leave. “Wahhhh don’t put me in but I’ll still lurk the thread.” Post nudes if you’re 18 or fuck off

 >>/143321/
You’re a pseudo normie that panders to whatever is niche or popular enough to make you seem cool and then try to deny it. Don’t act like you weren’t a nazi

Is there any way I can get in contact with vamp?

 >>/143324/
i’m not and never have been a nazi. making a hyperborea joke does not make you a nazi. i don’t associate with any nazis for obvious reasons and have never associated with those ideals outside some shitty edgy jokes i made when i was 16. i don’t really pander to anyone, i just gravitate towards more obscure content because i find the esoteric component of it intriguing. but if you want to think all of that, go ahead. i’m not going to pine for your validation because it is meaningless but you’re wrong in your assumptions about me.

 >>/143327/
Do you know who else found esoteric components intriguing? Hitler.

 >>/143326/
Standing in front of a mirror in a dark room and saying "Attribute I can't control" three times or more will usually do the trick.

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 >>/143328/
i think being into esotericism because the mysticism of it interests you is different than using esotericism to be a nazi  actually

 >>/143331/
Rose is a rose is a rose is a rose

 >>/143327/
I could care less about you being into esoteric fancy wizard shit that doesn’t make any coherent sense. It’s that you’re an attention whore who’s a slut for men yet consistently denies it.
 >>/143328/
At least Hitler may have found it entertaining. Eleleth probably doesn’t know jack shit about it and uses buzzwords to sound cool for men ;3
 >>/143329/
Didn’t work anon

 >>/143333/
i’m not taking the bait this time

 >>/143334/
Do you have a place more private we could talk? (the people around here are kind of weird)

 >>/143334/
Great, now leave.

 >>/143335/
my twitter dms are always open, i’d rather not post any of my other socials here

 >>/143336/
🫡 roger that.

 >>/143337/
Aight

Someone give me info about eleleth. Any leaks? (implying legal), anything else? Seems like the bitch has a decent body

 >>/143338/
came to that pic of you in a dress nice tits

 >>/143340/
Eleleths leaks have been circulating for awhile now. She still denies it's her even though it obviously is.

 >>/143347/
Where would you find them?

 >>/143340/
I can only assume she doesn't have thread because she's another underage who had her nudes spammed like Vamp and the jannies have to keep deleting her threads.

 >>/143020/
I have at least 4 nudes from you that you shared of her. Idk who you're lying to.

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 >>/143006/
I don't even know how you can date someone and then they turn around and stab you in the face like this? Some people are so cruel.

 >>/143381/
Awkward looking and tall

 >>/143371/
Except you don't, lying little faggot

 >>/143389/
Tbh anon, some of these e-girls play around with their e-boy pet too much and then when shit backfires they try to act all innocent  and defenseless. Like don’t fuck around with mentally ill retards, it’s the equivalent of putting your arm inside the cage of a lion over and over then your arm gets bit off and you start blaming the lion.

 >>/143402/
couldn’t you say the same about the guys who date the egirls who are clearly way more unstable and erratic

 >>/143402/
But also, it doesn’t excuse the shit they end up doing. Just saying, the guy that killed Bianca didn’t wake up one day thinking I’m gonna kill Bianca :3, it was repeated offenses that the e-girls do.
Anyways someone make a new thread and remove the middle section all randos with no leaks or anything interesting.

 >>/143403/
This is what I am saying. I am sure you were aware of the nature of the desu yet you dated him, and if you weren’t, then likewise it is still your fault. E-girls need to start thinking with their brain instead of cunt, fuck around and find out I guess.

 >>/143405/
Whoops your grammar there may have misinterpreted the point you were trying to make. Males tend to sniff out better potential threats when it comes to mentally ill women as women tend to rely on mammalian behavior and focus on reproducing. So yes it could be a males fault but men don’t tend to fuck around and find out with crasy bitches.

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 >>/143405/
do you really think if i knew this would happen that i would have dated him ? and vise versa for him dating me? 
i had minimal real dating experience and could not have predicted this 
u are so hateful..

 >>/143405/
She was genuinely a good girl who only sought out the best in people. If she saw some good in you and y'allst folx got along, there was a good chance of striking up a good friendship, and if there was a spark, a relationship could evolve. 
I didn't expect to find an 18yo, nor did she expect to find a 38yo. But our chemistry was fun and worth exploring. Regardless of the perception of me on this board, I'm not actually that bad or a guy, and she elected she focus on the good qualities and accept the bad ones and things what fantastically. 
She's a good egg. She needs off this site and out of the internet crosshairs.