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> So maybe,just maybe the next time I get to stay more active on here (well,in anything related to the chan fanbase) ,I do it with a actual sense of relief from the inside....

Considering what you have been the past few months in a state that is comparable the pressure of yest fermenting down in the basement in summer during probation, it be great  for relief for the pressure to be dialed down.

 >and hopefully a victory or two that I will need and help me in the future  
I wish  and pray  for the best for ya.  If its that level, certainly take your time to rest.