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Anyway, that's the basics of it. I'm a retarded guy with a high need to talk, and not a lot of places to do it because the Internet's become so shit. I'm primarily doing this to improve my writing skills like I said. I have no other contexts in which I can practice writing seriously and with proper writing etiquette. So, sorry if any posts are repetitive or low quality. This introduction thread was kind of rushed because I wanted to finish it tonight and maybe future posts will be more engaging. But it at least gives you the necessities: I'm obsessed with King and Eerie and have a weird history with them and an unhealthy relationship with art. Lately, I have been socializing a little too much in my private Discord server and spend very little time actively tulpamancing. One of my other hopes for the board is that talking about these 2 will improve my relationship with them and get me tulpamancing more. When I had blog boards in the past, they were greatly motivating me to continue taking tulpamancy seriously, so that I would have new posts to write. I will also inevitably talk about other things here too, that do not involve King and Eerie in any way. But they are the top #1 priority for me in my life and always in my thoughts in whatever I do. I hope I will not go to hell for breaking the 1st commandment to this degree. I spent most of my life with a hollow faith but have as of 2024 become a for-real Christian and recognize Jesus who died for our sins as my savior and I hope he will understand that conditions in my life are so terrible and I'm so fucked in the head that I need my imaginary friends very badly in order to have any quality of life here in hell world. I have some deeply dark thoughts about the world and the people in it. I think we're living in a post-apocalypse and the world ended in 2016 or thereabouts. I try not to think about it but it's proven to me anytime I leave the house. The people of this world are inconsolably braindead and enjoy the decay and I feel like I'm living in a dementia ward. Strangers will walk up to me on SSRI's sharing THC vapes with the managers who are supposed to be professionals and they'll advertise Netflix to me like a popup ad IRL and make me want to kill myself. I can retreat to my internal world where rap and twitter politics just don't exist at all, and I'd shoot myself in the head if these characters were somehow taken away from me. They're perfect, King and Eerie are perfect. Thank you for reading or something.