">bonbi feels empty making fansly content
> doesn't feel like she can do anything else anymore "

This is what jumps out at me. She feels trapped and sees no other possibilities. This what happens to very depressed and mentally ill people.
It's sad because contrary to what half the people here think, she's not some horrible person at all, just a weak and miserable one. And one who, as we all know, at her best is perfectly wonderful.
I'd do anything if I could show her the truth about herself... Oh Bonbi, you are so loved, and you deserve so much better.