stream summary 2026.05.15
> bonbi is crying talking about being sexually harassed by the other patients at the psych ward
> bonbi doesn't have any money
> fansly/of doesn't pay enough
> told her doctor her money problems is stressing her out
> they got her an ambulance and sent her to a psych ward
> now has to pay the ambulance too
> has to delete the highest tier because of comments
> she got home the other day, freaking out randomly believing she has missed her psych meetings
> doesn't think she can trust doctors anymore
> chat spams bonbi with donations
> was forced to sit still for hours doing nothing while waiting for the meetings
> initially told she was only going to be there for 3 days, they kept her longer
> they took all her things away, including her plushie she went to the doctor with
> bonbi doesn't have any content for fansly, too stressed to do it at this time
> feels forced to since the month is already halfway gone
> the reason she told her doctor was because she wanted new medication
> was forced to sleep with thin blankets, it was freezing cold
> her hair was greasy too
> people paid for the highest tier on fansly just to trigger her
> lost a ton of subs and is stressing out
> got facial acne after leaving the ward
> bonbi didn't recognize herself when coming back home
> one of the patients called her a fat fuck
> she didn't recognize her cats either
> can't tell what she said to be hospitalized
> bonbi feels empty making fansly content
> doesn't feel like she can do anything else anymore
> feels like moving sites was a terrible mistake
> worked out before the stream
> talked with her friend earlier, said bonbi needs to go back to posting what she's comfortable posting
> bonbi felt pressured to make more extreme content for money on of
> moved sites thinking she wouldn't have to make as extreme content, made far less money instead
> can't move back now since she might lose even more subscribers
> felt anxiety from streaming
> ended her stream on the 2nd early since she was distressed from what people demanded of her in dms
> chat mentions the recession due to oil prices, bonbi rants about not being able to drive
> she faked happiness in the psych ward thinking they would send her home earlier
> she freezes in fear when thinking of the ward
> bonbi wished she smoked cigarettes, says she won't though
> was trained at the ward to stop saying thank you when people are nice to her
> jokes about her $100 patreon, says it was a terrible persons idea
> someone paid bonbi $750 to give her a piece of their mind, said bonbi is terrible for getting groomed by anonce
> bonbi wants a youtube channel, doesn't know how to edit
> her camera is a $50 one from amazon
> wants to do makeup tutorials
> bonbi doesn't enjoy dressing like guys anymore because of people fetishizing her
> regrets letting people dm her for money
> upset everything she does is sexualized and people demanding content of her
> felt safe when dressed as male characters, feels sexualized when cosplaying female characters
> usually avoids reading negative comments about her, couldn't avoid it when her job was to respond to paid comments
> most people would just make requests, some paid just to harass her
> when bonbi leaves her home she says goodbye to all her pets, couldn't when admitted to the ward
> talks about south park, her pets, music, and other internet stuff
> bonbi was scared when people tried to find her address, was terrified when they actually did
> talks about comics and gore comics
> bonbi got trauma from a south park comic on twitter
> finds hentai to be disgusting
> played d&d on two occasions when she was 18
> bonbi likes to crawl up stairs
> is scared of germs
> covers herself fully when flying because of her fear of germs
> talks about work out routines
> talks about her cats and does south park voice impressions
> the wig she's wearing is her favorite wig
> she lost it when moving but found it again in the bathtub
> her bathtub is unusable because it's full of crap
> doesn't have anywhere else to put her stuff
> talks some more about working out
> says she's hungry and needs to eat
> stream ends