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> 21:05 bonbi needs to brainrot math, says she's bad at it
> wants to do puzzles, too
> 21:45 throws more shade at streamers
> 22:30 lolcows mentioned
> 22:40 bonbi doesn't want to study, wants someone to study for her and relay the information
> 23:00 can't do art anymore, says she's ass at it
> 23:20 throws more shade on streamers and clip farms
> asked if she's in college, says she graduated high school and never did anything with her life
> 24:00 thinks about doing lego on stream, has some in her closet
> 24:45 lego stream starts
bonbi makes adhd noises every other second until she finishes building her lego set from here on out
> 26:35 bonbi can't stand listening to music anymore
> 27:15 in the car she listens to that one song from the one movie
> 29:15 clarifies it was from the wizard of oz movie
> 29:25 sings
> "hold on guys i don't feel like doing this I'm gonna be for real, I'm too depressed I think"
> 30:00 hates tiktok songs, refuses to listen to most of them
> 31:15 
> 32:05 having fun
> 44:40 "I would be down to play some minecraft"
> 44:50 wonders if her friend would let her borrow his cosplay so she could do roomie
> 46:50 complains about her being depressed and burnt out again
> 48:40 chat tells her to eat ice cream, says she can't because she wants to maintain her weight
> 50:20 asks chat what they're doing for halloween, bonbi has a surprise planned
> 53:20 feels bad for not streaming more
> 54:45 thinks contemporary tiktoks and cosplays have higher creative standards now which she can't reach
> also thinks cosplaying is much more competitive now, too
> believes people over hype her old content, feels as if she does the same stuff now as she did back then
> 56:00 talks about the differences between her old and new tiktoks
> finds it discouraging when people say they miss the old her and are disappointed in what became of her
> 58:05 burp
> 58:30 saw a youtube video about old cosplays, felt sad that the fun is removed because of competitiveness between new cosplayers and fans
> 58:55 talks about cosplay toxicity on musically and cosplayers chasing virality
> 1:01:10 talks about the first time she got afraid of posting her cosplays and was berated on discord
> she started having anxiety when posting cosplays afterwards
> used to do cosplays for herself, now she's forced to do cosplays for others
> unless they're south park cosplays, then it's for herself
> 1:04:10 doesn't like that cosplays have become mainstream and commercialized
> 1:07:00 thinks she hasn't liked cosplaying for a long time and only does it because it's her job
> 1:09:40 bonbi liked planting flowers and making farms in minecraft
> 1:10:50 talks about a tiktoker she likes who does onlyfans (ari kytsya)
> 1:14:30 is down to play minecraft, but thinks paying for a server is stupid
> 1:15:50 bites onto a lego skeleton - "this is like a macaroni that's not cooked"
> bonbi thought the skeletons in minecraft were hot when she was younger
> 1:20:25 bonbi dreamt she was starfire in real life the night before, retells her dream