I’m back here again 5 more days until I get unbanned from r9k :3
I had a dream about Vamp again. I know deep down she would have never been able to love me because of my physical attributes, what a shame. I almost had her because she thought I was some sociopathic disgusting guy, like her father. It sucks, I’ve been infatuated with her since she came I think around 2022. I remember years ago asking if she’d date a short ugly guy and she said yeah. Well, that’s what every girl says I guess. Standards are supposedly none existent until the guy develops feelings, then some bullshit excuse as to why they can’t date.Happened with Iris and the rapper. It’s hard to cope knowing the only thing that stopped you from getting a girl is something you were never able to control. I haven’t even heard of Vamp in a while, I hope she’s ok. It’s so late now I should sleep I hope I get to dream about vamp again. This one dream I had with her she knocked on the door of my house around two am and I opened and she cuddled me while I kept playing video games. It felt so fucking real I hope scientists can develop technology in the future to emulate these feelings. Goodnight frens